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In November of 2000, I had my first transvaginal ultrasound in an OB/GYN office in Hackensack, NJ. Then they performed, what I didn’t even know at the time was, a cervical biopsy. They informed me that the tests had revealed that my ovary was polycystic and turned in a weird way. It was unlikely that I would be able to have children as they suspected there might be other stuff happening in there. I had no idea what any of that meant, but getting pregnant was not even on my radar at the moment. I left the office that day and went straight to the bar to meet Jim. There, we proceeded to get rip-roaring drunk as I told him that I might as well come off the pill since there’s little chance of pregnancy.
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I had forgotten how bad my monthly menstruation had been. Boy…had I forgotten. I had been on and off the pill for about 8 years – off when I’d forget to pick up my prescription or would forget for a week or two at a time to take it…I was a horrible daily medicine taker! At the end of 2000, I stopped taking the pill. Pain started creeping back up over the next few months as 2001 rolled in, but I was still living a rather hard lifestyle fueled by alcohol and drugs, so I paid no attention.
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Jim and I got engaged in May of 2001. We never talked about having kids after that very first night that we met. I don't think either of us were thinking along those lines at that point. I was pretty sure he'd heard me in the bar that night when I told him the doctor said I couldn't have kids... sure, we might have been a little wasted, but we were all good...right?
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On September 11, 2001, two planes flew into a building about
5 miles away from our home. Little did we know how much our lives were about to
change...
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